Posted by Waveway on September 15th 2008 - 14:20:15 to
Life
I am not.
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Zen-
Ok, I’ve been reading about it, a bit.
Also about Tao.
Came to logical resolution that there is only this life, nothing more.
Make best of it.
This chain of though is represented already in 2004 or 2005, not in final form though.
Uh, I notice that I’ve misplaced the orginal text of mine, I was sure it floated in the net but not anymore. I got it home.
But Simply said: without my body I am not.
Of course Christianity goes around/through this, believing the resurrection of the body.
Anyway.
To alter the mind, is to alter the perception of the body, thus, body shapes the mind.
However after not so long the mind starts to alter the perception, choose.
And making itself (meself, sense of self) stronger. Perceiving the things how they are and how they can be becomes harder and harder and more and more our perception is altered, chosen by the mind. “There is no such as things as angels, so this what I see before me can’t be one.”
Douglas Adams writes about this, so does Terry Pratchett, and somehow so does Luke Rhinehart.
(btw the value of dice man just rises in my mind day by day)
But I haven’t sen angels, but some quite beautiful people.
I’m having a hard time being in the present. Always feeling regret about the choises I made and fear about the choices I’ll make. Having hopes and dreams and illusions of the future.
So hard to be here now.
And I do not see clearly, I need convincing. Please use words for a while. Please tell me what is, what is this.
Patience, time, clarity.
Yeah, have to get that album just because the name of it: Come Clarity, In flames?
I would like to write more about this, but I have no time now, and no patience. And I feel that there’s is quite a few books which says it all already.
Take Care Now